Friday, December 18, 2009
You Guys May Think , Friends , Best Friends Are Forever . But When This Powerful Thing Called 'MONEY' Comes In Between You And Your Friend , Friends = Nothing , Money = Everything . WHY ?
Another Thing , Why Must I Be Treated Like That , I Feel Like Everyone Is Like Leaving Me . Because When Your Friend Stops Working , You Neglected Me . Maybe I'm Thinking Too Much , BUT What If Its Real ? What If This Are The Facts ? What If This Are Meant To Happen To Me ? Will Anyone Know , I've Got No One , I Guess , Except Family . You All May Think I've Got All My Friends , All My Good Good Friends . Its All Just A Lie , I'm Actually Looking For Someone Who Can Understand Me . I Found The Person , But That Person's Living Her Own Life , I Hope That She'll Be By Me , But I Hope That She'll Be Happy That All . I Don't Expect Anything From Her , Just Hope That She'll Be Happy .
I Know That I've Cause A Lot Of Hurt To You , I Know That , And I Regretted It , But Its All Too Late , What's Done Cannot Be Undone . Its Already Done , Already Hurt , Already Broken . No Matter What , I Don't Wish To Hurt You Again . And One More Thing , I Didn't Break My Promise . Its Just That , After That Incident , Life Still Have To Carry On , We Are Still Great Friends , Its Only Thing We Didn't Meet Up That Often Though . . . Now , I Don't Know What I'm Thinking , I'm Always Thinking Of You Every Now And Then And I Just Realized That I Really Love You , BUT ! I Don't Expect Anything , Just Want You To Be Happy . [: Maybe I'm Just Missing You ? Or Am I Thinking A Little Bit Too Much ?
BUT Why Am I Thinking So Much ? I Treasure You Guys , I Cherish The Times You Spent With Me . Why Can't Anyone Just Understand ?
BTW Thanks JiaLe For Being My Listening Ears , I Know That You've Always Try To Understand Me , But Its Difficult . I'm Kind Of Complicated And Interesting Person As You've Said ... I Just Want To Know Why Am I Treated Like This ? Why's My Life Like That ? I Hope I Can Say It All Out , But It'll Spoil Our Friendship . So Better Not .
Was It Something I Said ?
Or Something I Never Did ?
Or Was I Always In The Way ?
Could Someone Tell My What To Say To Just Make You Stay ?
Is this all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all ?
Blogged @ 4:21 AM
