Wednesday, January 13, 2010
If I knew life's so miserable, I would rather stay in hell and never be reborned. Or am I thinking too much? I really hope that live would not be that harsh on me. If life's really gonna be harsh, I really see no point in living, but for my family, I would live for them. I'll live for mom and shall die for dad, cos i love them. I feel so girly saying all this, but I don't think i'll say 'I love you' to them, but i do love them. Wish myself all the best.If I really was waiting for you, thinking of you every single day, missing you every single night, need you every single time, do you believe? If I cherish the times we spent together, treasure the sad and happy memories that we left with each other and doing things to make me forget you even though it hurts but I just can't forget you. When I learnt that you had someone else, I thought that I can finally forget you, but actual fact is I didn't and i don't want to. All Because, I love you. All this may sounds like it's all a joke, it's all a lie, it's not true. However, believe it or not, I will love you maybe until i'm dead? Or I might think I'm ready to give up? No one in the world knows. No one knows me well. I'm a complicated person. None of my friends know me well enough to proudly say they know me well. After all, I hope those things I've done silently won't go down the drain. Signing off...Take care guys!LeslieChua~
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